Personal Holiday Sharing
Holidays have been difficult for me, well since my Mother passed away, if you want to know the exact time they changed. She was just my everything and always brought a sparkle to Christmas even when I became an adult. I know that this time of year is hard for others too because I see it in their eyes. You know that slight look away at the time they are asked “what are you going to do for the holidays?” I took a big breath, looked away and made something up.
After a few years of trying to sleep from October through December to avoid them, I realized that it would be best if I did something other than choosing to be depressed when everyone else was “or so I thought” happy about them. One morning I woke up, put my feet on the floor and immediately decided something had to change and today was going to be the start of it.
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